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I FORGOT IM SO SORRY. I’ve been so sick and so emotional that I haven’t been able to do anything on here and I was so happy that I even got to the requests page. Like today I called into work sick even though it’s a big weekend but idk Im so depressed cuz they had to take me off my meds cuz of my dog bite ones.
Even though Im down on my goal for doorknocking this weekend and I should probably be outside, here it is X
First of all: English isn’t my first language, so there might be a couple of mistakes throughout!
I’m writing this because I have a lot of feels. Troyes song is so sad, and I’m so sad that Dan is so sad. So this is a sad fanfic, that.. turned out to be cheesy.. - (and guys, send me a message if you want a smutty part two to this)
You are Dan’s girlfriend of 2 years, and are currently living with him and Phil in their apartment. Troye Sivan’s new single “Happy Little Pill” has just come out, and it is blasting through the speakers on repeat.
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The tunes of Troye Sivan’s new song filled your apartment. You and Phil were sitting in the couch talking, laughing and enjoying the sound of the song. Dan was sitting on the couch too; he just didn’t participate in the conversation. You looked at him. He was staring out the window, and you could see in his eyes that he was really paying attention to the lyrics. As the song finished, Dan rose to his feet, “I’ll go to the bathroom” he said, not even looking at you or Phil. You looked at Phil, as Dan slammed the door behind him. “Wha..” you started. Phil knew what you were going to say, he just shrug his shoulders, not knowing what to answer. “He has been acting weird today, hasn’t he?” Phil asked. “Well.. not all day” you said and thought back at your morning. Unusually Dan had been the first to wake up, and by the time you woke up, he had been at Starbucks getting breakfast for the three of you. Actually, he had been really happy for most of the day. “I don’t know what happened to him.” You said, with a worried look on your face. It had been 20 minutes since Dan left to go to the bathroom. “Uh. I’ll go edit a video for tomorrow.” Phil said, and grabbed his laptop of the sofa-table. “I’ll go check on Dan” you said, and stood from the couch.
“Dan?” you said quietly, knocking on the bathroom door. No reply. You grabbed the handle, only to find that the door wasn’t locked, and Dan wasn’t in the bathroom. “Dan?” you said a little louder. Still no reply. You headed to his bedroom. His big black “Don’t enter, I’m filming” sign was hanging on his door, but you knew him too well.. He wasn’t filming, but just to be sure, you leant alongside the door, pressing your ear against it too hear what he was doing. The only thing you heard was quiet little crying sounds. You quietly opened the door, and saw Dan sitting on his floor, knees pulled up under him and crying onto his knees. You tiptoed your way over to him, making sure he didn’t hear you. “Dan..” you whispered as you sat down in front of him. You placed your hand on his shin. He looked up at you. His eyes were red, and the tears were still streaming down his cheeks. “I.. Dan.. I’m..” you could feel the tears pushing their way out of your eyes. Normally, you didn’t cry much, but seeing the people you loved the most, crying, always broke you. “I can’t do it” Dan said, and rearranged his fringe. You looked confused, and reached out for Dan’s hands. “The videos, livestreams, the pressure.. I can’t do it!” Dan almost yelled at you. “Then don’t” you said, and moved closer to him. “I can’t not do it either!” he kept yelling. “Dan, please. Relax. I don’t wanna talk to you when you yell at me” you said, and cupped his cheek. “THEN DON’T!” he screamed. He pushed your hand away and flew up from the ground. “I DIDN’T FUCKING ASK YOU TO COME IN HERE!” he spat out. You couldn’t keep the tears in anymore. You kept your face hidden from him and waited to hear the door shut, expecting him to storm out the room. You heard no door slam, all you heard was heavy breathing. You could feel Dan looking at you. “I’m sorry” he whispered. “It’s just.. It’s too much”. You slowly rose from the ground, and turned around so you faced him. “Dan. You need a break” you said and stepped a little closer to him. “All you have to do is to make a video explaining that you’re taking a break. Maybe you only need a month, maybe you need 6 months.” You continued walking towards him. You stopped right in front of him. “I’m sure they’ll understand you. Most of them just want what’s best for you” you continued. “I don’t know..” he said and turned his back to you, covering his face with his hands. “Please, Dan. I can make the video for you if you want. I can’t stand seeing you like this!” you said, and wrapped your arms tightly around your boyfriends waist. He didn’t answer you. Not knowing what else to do, you moved away from him and walked round him to face him again. You wrapped your hands around his neck, gently pulling his head down to level yours. He spread his fingers, so you could look him in the eyes. “Come talk to me when you’re ready” you said, kissed his forehead and released your grip around his neck. He didn’t move. You turned around and walked out of his room.
“He is devastated” you said, as you sat down next to Phil. “I’ve never seen like this” you continued, and wiped the last tears away from your face. Phil placed his arm around your shoulders. “Don’t worry.. He’ll be okay” He said. You leaned your head on Phil’s shoulder. “Yeah.. I guess.” You said and closed your eyes. “I heard he yelled at you” Phil continued.. “why?”. “It’s just too much for him. He can’t handle all the things going on right now, and I turned out to be the easiest target, so he decided to let his anger out on me” you said, and felt the tears come back. “It was terrifying.” You continued. “I could imagine.. He can be quite terrifying, even though we both know that he would never hurt anyone.” Phil said, and moved his hand back to his computer. You moved to the side and laid your head on Phil’s lap, watching him edit his video. It wasn’t long before you felt your eyelids get heavy.
“(Y/N)?” you heard Dan’s voice. “Baby, please wake up” he whispered. You blinked a couple of times. “Dan?” you asked, as you finally could open your eyes. He kissed your nose. “Thank you” he said quietly. You looked around trying to locate where you were. Dan’s bed. Phil must have carried you down here. “Uh.” You mumbled. “I’m so sorry for everything that happened. It’s just.. Troye’s song made me really emotional.” He said. You sat up, and made some space for him to sit on. “Are you okay?” he asked, while sitting down beside you. “Are you okay?” you responded, and looked at his face. “As long as you’re here I’ll be just fine” He said and placed a light kiss on your lips. “You are the cheesiest motherfucker I have ever met” you said, with a smile on your face. You leaned towards him, placed your hand on his chest. “But you’re my cheesy motherfucker” you said and kissed him.
I have one very near to there! Message me off anon!
I realize Im a YouTube blog, I’ll post later but right now I want to tell you about the Weekend of Action, a great volunteer opportunity. The Al Franken campaign has set forth this weekend so offices can compete and get as many door knocks as possible. My office, the North Metro office, has a goal of 25000 door knocks and I have a personal goal of 1000. I can’t do this all by myself, I need you! If your interested or have questions, please tell contact me. There will be food btw. And if you don’t live in the North Metro and still want to participate I’ll set you up with 1 of the other 5 offices in the state. Thanks!
This is literally all I stare at at my new job of working on a senators campaign. Luckily only 100 days till Election Day….
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